Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Beyond My Control

from where i'm standing now, it's not a beautiful view anymore. all the hopes where my faith are, have been collapsed along with the trust i put in you. if i do owe you an appology, please forgive me then. i'm tired, seriously i'm tired. are you satisfy now by making me in this state? what would you do when it's happening to you? will you remember this and hope it never happen? i never asked for something bad to happen to you, cause trust me, i dear you. but i just don't want to hurt myself and be in denial. and i backed off. so please, just stop. i have enough of it already.

"i am hurt than ever..".

thanks for showing the true color. lotsa peeps asked me to move on but i don't want. i thought i can mend it. i thought somehow i can make it better. but i've failed. i guess it's time for me to retreat. it's the best for now. thanks.

9 comments:

miszacasian said...

hey babe.

are u okay?

wanna talk?

im here k.

XX.

saizulhafiz said...

:( ...

sugar.coated.mommy said...

eh ape ni?

tak paham la.

explain pls. kalau boley dlm bahasa melayu. terima kasih :)

LeLs said...

erk..??

kamu ok kah??

haruskah kite bermain badminton lagi supaya kita boley bergelak ketawa lagi??

*senyum*

fio said...

wa: i think i'm ok already. maybe..

apit: :( too

maria: erm, ako klo 'tgh macamni' mmg tak reti la nak type dlm bahasa. kang jadik pelik. tp nanti ako usahakan ye adik maria.

lels: hahah bleh gak. smlm ako baru gelak gelak ngan bebudak. relieve sket skang, but i don't know if i can hold on to it for too long

Nadya Heidi aka nadxoxo said...

jangan diingat perkara2 yang menyakitkan hati itu lagi. buat apa? buat sakit hati kita saja kan? biarlah dia dengan hidup dia. dia takkan hidup aman dan gembira walaupun dia puas atau apa2 bila buat kamu begitu. yang penting, kamu. kamu tak perlu ingat dia lagi. dia bukan ingat kamu pun. kan?

akhir kata, ingatlah saya selalu.

hehe.

Pink Procrastinator said...

this is the time when i believe in karma. but to have belief in karma is bad cz we still hold the grudges. so how now brown cow?

move on dear, move on.there is nothing for you if u keep on waiting.
let move on over this moment with the song of "i like to move it move it."shake ur bon bon too..
p/s: sila igt cik nad.. =p..

fio said...

nad: yerp, ako akan senantiase mengingati kamu!

dejah: yeah, i guess it's time already. it is a phase, which i hv decided to walk out from it.

TQ yous!

Nadia Dzai said...

oh.. i hurt than ever too.. darkest feeling, you can't straight away move on. you can't forget, maybe we can forgive but way to far to forget.